And with that. Is anyone awake for me to talk to sigh ):
Weirdly enough, I really have have have to talk to people before exams because it’s a form of reassurance for me. I get this weird sense of security from talking to people around me and it really helps to distract me from my impending doom. It gives me just that wee bit of comfort, really.
Even though I know none of those whom I talk to will be as screwed as me for the exams (esp maths), somehow knowing that they face the same fear makes me feel less fearful (?) It’s like we’re just all dying together just that my death will not be as glorious.
Really glad that so many people think well of my abilities and have loads of faith in me, but a part of me honestly just wants to quit school and pursue my supposed dreams. I’ve always wanted a job that allows me to wear pretty things all day, meet all sorts of people, attend fashion weeks and all.
Sigh oh well! I guess life’s all planned out for us somehow and I guess 4 hours before maths paper, I’ll just try to attain inner peace and hopefully preserve it till the end of the maths paper.
Sometimes I look at people and make myself try and feel them as more than just a random person walking by. I imagine how deeply they’ve fallen in love, or how much heartbreak they’ve all been through.
Here’s the secret, kids: none of us can vow to be perfect. In the end, all we can do is promise to love each other with everything we’ve got. Because love’s the best thing we do. And on that lovely spring evening, that’s exactly what Barney and Robin vowed to each other. And it was legendary.